Kerosene, dopamine, chemical induced

Fantasy and fame, yeah the things we choose

Show me hate, show me love, make me bulletproof

Yeah, we call this shit normal

Run away, out of sight, don’t know what I want

Wish I had a minute just to turn me off

Kerosene, dopamine, what I gotta do?

Yeah, we call this shit normal

Heavy is the head when you chasin’ true

Will you color me red?

Will you color me blue?

Two sides of a coin, and they both ain’t true

*Note: In Korea, the red & blue on the flag are like yin and yang. “Together, they represent harmony, life, and the universe—with red symbolizing passion, masculinity, and fire, while blue represents hope, femininity, and the sky.”*

Is it different for me?

Is it different for you?

Got me feelin’ things unusual, and I live them all

Got me and my feelings up on this wall